In all my fourteen years of experience, I have made more mistakes than anyone else I know. I have more secrets than the typical person and I definitely need to stop pretending like I can hold all of my secrets in because quite frankly, I can’t. My head will explode.
So here goes…
1- I have a strong hate against attractive people because I’m jealous. They were blessed by an angel where as I was blessed by a troll. Not attractive.
2- I have an alter ego called Cherrie Tomlinson for when I feel bitchy or if I just want to escape and be someone else for a while. Though, she has her dramas as well as me!
3- I never feel better after telling people my problems. I feel vulnerable.
4- I miss my life before high school.
5- My best friends are like my sisters but I never show my love for them because I’m scared of rejection.
6- I hate needy people because they have no idea what I’m going through.
7- Lana Del Rey is my secret obsession.
8- I blame my emotions on being tired.
9- I’m scared if I tell my mum my problems she’ll judge me.
10- I hate being alone but hate being around people.
11- I can tell when people are lying, even over social media.
12- I have the darkest thoughts, that even I can’t explain or describe.
13- I hate being reminded that we are all going to die eventually.
14- People who say they’re depressed because they are just tired. They nearly always end up having perfect lives.
15- I push people away because I don’t want to hurt them.
16- I snap really quickly.
17- I vibrate my leg when I’m nervous, sad, stressed or worried.
18- I miss people who don’t care about me.
19- My favourite movie is Perks of Being a Wallflower because I connect with Charlie’s emotions.
20- I feel like giving in 90% of the time.
21- I’m starting to say no to bullshit but it kills me.
22- I’m sick of being betrayed.
23- I hate wasting time because I feel like I’m wasting my life.
24- I could be the most loyal friend anyone could ever have but I get my trust destroyed before I have a chance to prove myself.
25- I have an unhealthy obsession with Tumblr.
26- I find hikers super irritating.
27- I feel guilty if I listen to a song that reminds me of someone.
28- I hate being talked about. Good or Bad.
29- I practice my arguments in the shower.
30- I really want to have a friendship group full of guys and girls just to take picture like in Clueless.
31- Clueless is my escape film.
32- I watch Clueless more than anything else.
33- I HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH CLUELESS OKAY?!
34- I call people ‘boo’ when I’m annoyed.
35- I cannot control my emotions.
36- I’m scared to have sex.
37- I hate my body like everything about it now.
38- I don’t like getting undressed in front of people because they’ll judge me.
39- I laugh in the most awkward situations.
40- I stopped my granddad’s entire funeral just to pee.
41- Talking about myself to anyone is not a good idea because all I can say is “I’m short, I’m short oh and I’m short.”
42- I think about the most weirdest things ever some of which I can’t even write down.
43- I love to shop but always feel nasty if I try to wear something slightly nice.
44- I really just want to be taller.
45- I ignore people if I feel I’m going to hurt them.
46- People who jump to conclusions really annoy me and make me want to jump up and down on their face.
47- I get really sassy when I’m annoyed.
48- I bite my lip when I’ve done something wrong.
49- I hate remembering things I had forgotten.
50- I hate forgetting things I should have remembered.
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